I don't intend to make this my emo journal, so hopefully this isn't going to be a habit.

I failed my anatomy practical exam. I knew I was going badly in this unit, but you know seeing that you've fucking FAILED is depressing. Blerg. Now I'm pretty sure I've screwed up my physiology exam as well. Godamnit Mel, why can't you do better? I'm so dissapointed in myself. T_T

And just so it isn't going to be too boring for people who don't care about my personal emo life here's a pic:
( Erm... some violence? Just dead angels and such stuff... )

Holi crap I haven't updated this thing for like 5 months?! Once again I appologise to the 5 people who kinda watch me for being not active. The good news is I'm not dead. Yeah. Kinda. This break means that I can do things like update this thing.

( So Update. And KHR art. Of Dino and Hibari. Being gaaaaaaay. After the wall of text of DOOOOOOOM. You have been warned. )

Oh god. It's OVER. I'm so fucking happy you wouldn't believe it. My god. Now I can do whatever I want. :D

It sucks that I've now gotten an arist's block. WTF brain. D: WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY???

Okay, I just needed to stop procrastinating. Here's a bit of a fun doodle I did to get my juices flowing again to make this post less pointless:

( Just a picture of Edward, nothing unworksafe )

Four exams down! One more to go!!!!!! Then afterward I will be FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~

Then I'm gonna download a whole crap load of KHR doujins and draw people's prezzies. SOME WHICH I OWE FOR LIKE UHHH.... 2 YEARS? God I am made of fail. D:

Back to studying... STATISTICS I WILL DEFEAT J000000000!!!!!! D:<

Revising is tedious. I haven't slept the whole night. The exam is tomorrow. I shouldn't be here. Brain shutting down. Period + cramps = PAIN. Blerrrrrrg. I'm screwed tomorrow. Me out.

SOMEONE STOLE ALL MY BRAS. OFF THE WASHING LINE. WHAT THE FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKK. IF I FIND THEM BASTARD WHO DID THIS I WILL TEAR THEIR FUCKING SPINE OUT. AAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGG.

I'm actuallly updating this journal on a semi-regular basis. WOW. *sarcasm* Which in its self is quite an acomplishment, as I don't usually write much at all, seeing how my life is pretty eventless.
( Rest of post and ARRRRRRRRRRRRRT )

I really don't update this thing often do I? I'm not even past the first page. I blame all these assignments and my lack of motivation. XD Well I'm posting some art I've done, to make this place seem less empty.

( Rest of the post + art + something about brains )

I'm gonna kill everyone on this planet including myself soon. With a crowbar.

Edit: I'm feeling a lot better now! Thanks for the comments though guys!  <3 *hugs*

Wow. It's been well, almost a year since I touched this thing. For the 2 people out there who actually used to read this journal, I appoligise for not writting at all. Mainly life, psycological issues, school and general laziness got in the way I guess.

For those who are wondering (again, like a total of 2 people max) who were wondering, yes I'm stil drawing. In fact I haven't stopped at all. It's just that again I just never bothered to scan the crap in.  ^^;

So I'm going to try to post a few times a week with my sketches on this thing, and maybe some of my stuff in life. Maybe. Hmm.

Anyway the first batch of sketches are under the cut.

( Pics here! ) . There's just something so satisfying about tight asses in tight spandex. Mmmmm..... XD I'll post more later his week.</div>

Hey guys! Thanks for all the comments from the previous post! Sorry I couldn't reply back then, because I was really busy with school and stuff. But now that's over, I'm back on the internets! Huzzzah!!!!


So right now I feel like doing some art, so I've decided that I will draw something for the first 10 people who comment on this post. So just say what you want drawn, and I'll do a quick drawing of it and post it up! Have fun my lovelies! :D

And it's an art dump. I've had this journal for god knows how long (about two years, when FMA was still airing in Japan, and Bleach a still reletively unknown manga...), but the only thing I've been doing with this is joining communities and more recently friending other people, but now I've decided to use this baby to post some of my stuff...call this a 'doodle log' if you wnat...

Wow... on with the business!( Look at all these doodles! )

Yay.... from now on I exsist.:P